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9:13 PM
school was fine.. got home at around 730! and yes, school? it was great! :) duh! i saw HIM. and he's lookin at ME! *wahapak!* haha. =">
i met a boy, cute as can be..we were strollin..drank lemonade..oh. well ah-well ah-well ah-uh..thats so grease! haha. ü i know..i juz luv d song! sharing haha.. wahhhhh. i miss dddddddd!! sigh..gotta go..tired..missin u so much.. i wish i cud be with u..haha. am i being so desperate? sorry! buhye!
10:13 PM
theres this guy in our school..IM FREAKING OUT...OH MY GOD!! i got his number! Obviously, IM SO INTO HIM! :) and I really miss him..oh shocks.. whats happening to me..? now I think something happened because I cant stop thinking of him!*constantly..lalala..* haha.
ayeth: u know naman na luv ko si..you know hu..and im really happy for him now that he found his princess.. :)
back to my story...argh.. I WANNA KNOW HIM..so bad..Age doesnt matter, right? hahaha!! you guys like eachother, it REALLY doesn't matter anyway*smiles*
9:01 AM
its been some time since the last update...This has happened to me since my last post..the last post is..hindi totoo [browse]..had our retreat..yesss, it was fun..really enjoyed the retreat!!! grabeh, AS IN ANG SAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha!!!!!! cleaned my room? NO WAY!!!...memorized my elocution piece..UHM...I HAVE TO!! huhu..what else...ewan ko na............kanina..reporting in filipino..nagalit sila classmates!! :)) kasi galing ko magturo!! whahaha!! thats all for nowwwwwwww bye... :) SORRY GUYS!+peace out+I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh. some girls..are just plain flirt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ryt???stay away from him, please?
9:41 PM
just want to be happy again. i dont really have anything to say..except that i feel like shit..and i have no idea why..sigh. i think that there might be something wrong with me..i know there is thats why im fuckin depressed right now.. i don't deserve anyones time, anyones friendship, anyones love. im a horrible, awful person..just wanna be happy. thats all & i think he got the impression that i dont wanna ever get back together or anything.. and thats not what i meant by what i said.. :(
all i want is one chance
one chance for your love
i just wana make you happy
i just wana be thought of.
each and every day
so very hard,i've tried
to find a new way
to keep you satisfied
and after everything i did for you
i cant believe you still lied to me.
was i not good enough for you?
did I have to be decieved?
if you were with her,
why did you keep me around?
i guess one way or another
someone else will be found
so when i am gone,
she can take my place
if im just here to be shown,
then i can be replaced
i just want to be loved. is that so wrong?
btw, today is my day..his day..our day..supposedly. hope youre happy now. sob.
11:43 AM
went to gb3 yesterday. so hot. okay :) we watched sisterhood..bout friendship crap :) i saw mikka and my sisters kada. they attended a debut. whocares. it was fun. fun. fun. :))
argh. had a bath.
theres a paper in the doorknob..wonders. threw it/lol *singing while having a bath* the water is so cool. i took me half an hour. *opens the door* OMG its locked. i didnt knw that the paper was.. okay. to keep the door open coz its fuckin broken *yelling..asking for HELP!"* the maid comes..trying to open the door..okay..continue bathing. haha. an hour passed, ok..my life is saved. haha. wish my prince was with me in the shower. yikees!.. enuf.
my last entry was nasty. i shudnt posted it and..all those shits..thats why im apologizing...IM SORRY. and this time, i mean it.
it feels like im in heaven. geeez. so into him. HOT.
2:53 PM
im so hapy today. finally..ntapos ko nrn. i slept 1 am para dun. greatness. my big problem na nga lang pano ko bbigay sknya. if theres a will theres a way.. :) anyway, school was fine. i got a high score in accounting..oh yaaaaa.
theres dis old woman in school. way way freaky. a.k.a. Matandang *guesswho* Makunat* everybodddilicious hates her. coz she thinks she knows everything! dream on. dirty old lady. :)) youre a criminal. youre nothing. grar. i hate her and she hates me. obviously. duh. and theres dis guy..i think hes mad at me. sigh.. :( i hope things will be okay....peace out:)
9:19 AM